My true story on learning English....baca ni baru bleh kenal sapa aku...

To my dear brothers and sisters who always give up in learning English...I DEDICATE this kind of story to all of you...My true story..My true experience...This story has described my journey during learning English..For me..As a TESL student who came from rural area, it is undeniable that English is very hard to understand but my advice to you..TRY...TRY to undrstand and practise this language untill u know how beautiful it is...ok...Hopefuly u will get a lot of benefits during read it..Thank you...-Kampung girl

In Malaysia, the usage of English language among citizens is still at low level. It is because Malaysians especially Malays are more dominant toward Malay language. In addition, Malay language is their mother tongue language .The application of English language can only be seen in educational institutions whereby it is used in classes and schools as one of the mediums of communication. However, its application is limited once the class comes to an end.

I had experienced this situation before in my life. As Malay who comes from rural area, I feel extremely difficult to catch up with this language. I still remember when I was young, I used to watch one of the famous English movies at that time which is entitled Casper. The story is about a group of kids who turned into ghost because of an accident. Although there was no Malay subtitle provided in this film, I understand this film in my own view. It happened because I always try to predict what is happening in those scenes, the messages that they try to deliver and their body language. I applied the same method when I watched an English film called Jumanji. In this film, the factors why I clearly understand what happened in the whole film lie in the settings and the use of animals. I keep on watching this film for many times. In the end, I realized that my understanding on this film is much clearer and better. However, I am not really exposed to English movies very much because my parents do not encourage me to watch it as they were quite worried about the content of that film. It is quite hard to find a good English movie at that time. Many of them are associated with violence and harmful scene. So, my hobby on watching English films just stopped there.

However, my experience in learning English does not end there. The real story began when I entered my school life. I had been to school since I was in six years old. Unlike normal children who are sent to kindergarten at the same age, I had been exposed with school life earlier than them. However, I still remember at that time where I was unable to write or speak in English. The sentences that my English teacher taught me and friends at that time were “Excuse me, teacher, may I go to toilet?” We had to memorize them in order to get the permission for going to toilet during English class. When I was seven, I was transferred to religious school (previously known as Sekolah Agama Rakyat (SAR). In this school, my interest in English turns to another language which is Arabic language. Surprisingly, I could acquire Arabic very well in this school rather than English although I knew English earlier. However, my progress in learning English was rather slow because in this school, I had lack of exposition on English. In addition, we had only a few English teachers.

However, everything changed when I went to another school known as Sekolah Kebangsaan Kayang in Perlis. In that school, I was very lucky because I was taught by an English expert known as Madam Azizah. She always encouraged me to learn English language. She also taught me and my friends to create easy sentences .As a result, we can remember them easily.

. My English is getting better and better each day. In this school, I also join the English

Language Club. All the activities in this society had improved my English skills and because I had a quite good performance in English. I was appointed to represent my school in an English Language Quiz Competition. My passion toward English Language was increased when I became the champion in the Perlis English Language Quiz Competition. Finally, during my Ujian Peperiksaan Sekolah Rendah (UPSR) examination, I got an A in my English paper. At that particular moment, I can say that my writing skills and my vocabulary in English are quite good but the skills that I was still not good at were grammar and speaking.

Then with the good result which is 5A’s in UPSR, I had been selected to join one of the top schools in Perlis which is Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama Perempuan Kangar, Perlis. Here, because of my good vocabulary and writing skills, I always became the best student for English until I entered form three where my achievement in English decreased enormously. When I was in form three, I was fed up with my English teacher who always gave me a lot of worksheets as practice and we discussed them in a boring way. Besides, my teacher did not focus on essay and as a consequence for that, my writing skills got worse and worse.

As a form three student, I was very busy with the tight schedule because at that time, we also had to face an important examination which is Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR). In addition, I also had to attend many programs organized by school. Sometimes, because of lack of time, my friends and I copied and exchanged answers with each other. As a result, I only got B in my PMR examination. I felt very disappointed with my result as well as my mistakes in blaming the teacher instead of myself. I could say that this is the biggest mistake I ever did in my life.

However, I tried to change my attitude in learning English when I was in form four. Furthermore, other than focusing my studies in English, I also participated in many activities associated with English Language. Besides, I even joined the choral speaking competition. Thus, by keep on practicing in the choral speaking, I realized that I had improved my speaking skills especially on my pronunciation and intonation. I kept on practicing and the practice was supervised by my teachers. My friends and I always corrected each other and until the day of the competition, we kept on practicing because our goal at that time was to be a champion in the competition. Nevertheless, I still remembered that during the announcement of the result’s competition, we were so excited to hear it. However, after the judge has announced the third place, he announced the second place to one of the other schools by nominating it as a first runner up. The students of the school were very happy because they thought that they were a champion. They shouted very loudly and were very satisfied because they thought they managed to beat my school team. Perhaps, they were confused with the word “First”. However, the condition became merrier when the judge announced my school as the champion of the competition. We jumped in joy and hugged each other. That moment is one of the most memorable moments in my life.

When I was in form five, I really concentrated on my English subject because I had to face the most important examination in secondary school which is Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM). At the same time, I was also appointed as a head prefect in my school. Therefore, during assembly, I used these opportunity to give speeches by using English language. However, sometimes when I tried to use the right way in speaking English, I was laughed at by other students. Some of them said that I tried to show off and those words made me feel quite upset towards Malaysians’ perception on English. Other than that, becoming a head prefect also caused me to associate with numerous problems and matters. Not all students were willing to accept the way I lead them. One day, I received a letter from my friend. It was written in English. In her letter, she said that she did not like my style on doing the spot check on them at that time. The sentences that I still could remember at that time is “If the Makmum do not like the Imam, the Solat can not be considered as Sah or passed”. After I finished read the letter, I still remember that I really wanted to reply the letter in English but in the end, I failed to do so. No suitable words and thoughts came out from my mind. Finally, I asked one of my friends to help me to translate my words from Malay to English. At that time, I realized that my English were not just getting worse yet it was the worst. I felt quite embarrassed at that time with myself. However, I still worked hard for my English until I managed to get A1 for my English result in SPM.

Then after SPM, I was selected to join the exclusive leadership camp under Tun Razak Foundation (Yayasan Tun Razak). This camp was attended by many top students around Malaysia. Many of them came from boarding school such as Sek Men Alam Syah, Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Syah, Kolej Tunku Kursiah, Maktab Rendah Sains Mara and other science schools in Malaysia. I still remember how terrible my condition at that time because I had to associate with the entire participants who really mastered and could speaking English fluently. Sometimes I tried to isolate myself from them because I afraid that they will try to ask me in English which I really could not master very well at that time. The talks and the speeches were also conducted in English and I did not understand some of the speech very well. As a consequent, I just slept while my friends enjoyed all of them very well.

After SPM, I tried to apply one of the medicine college in Cyberjaya. Finally, I was selected to attend the interview. At first, I did not know that the interview will be conducted in English. However, during the day of the interview, all the interviewers used English to communicate with me. I still remembered how difficult my condition was in order to answer every single question from them. I also felt very afraid at that time. However, I tried my best during interview and at last I was accepted.

However, I did not go to that college because my father asked me to go to Teacher College Training Centre to be a teacher. Based on my result and my choice, I was selected to join Tuanku Bainun Teacher Training Centre. It was located in Penang. Here, I was offered to do Islamic Education as well as Arabic and English Teaching courses. However, I only went there for a week because I got another offer which is at International Islamic University Malaysia. At first I refused to withdraw from this institute, but my mother persuaded me to study there. They said that I still can be a teacher if I do the degree in Bachelor of English. However, my father had his own opinion. As a lecturer in Perlis Teacher Training Centre, he said that my future will be guaranteed if I just stick in my place. However, the explanation from my father make me feel very confuse .I do not know whose intention I should follow. I still remember that my father was very happy when I got the offer from the Teacher Training Centre, and before that, he helped me a lot especially in my interview preparation. Finally, with tears in my eyes, I decide to pack up all my things in my room in that place and went to IIUM.

Actually, as a science stream student, Bachelor of English never reaches my mind. I had not been exposed with this course because my goal at that time was to become a doctor or something that is related to science field. However, after I came to IIUM, I started to accept my fate and tried to build new life here. Maybe my destiny was written by God to be an English teacher. So, when I reach Centre For Foundation Studies in Petaling Jaya, I had to do certain examinations which are English Placement Test and Arabic Placement Test. Surprisingly, I passed Arabic examination but I just got level 4 in English examination. I thought I got more than that because in the past, my grammar skill was quite good. However, in that examination, I still remember that I only can do the Grammar part very well but I failed to do the same in essay part. Therefore, I accepted my result willingly and that result had made me stay in matriculation for two years.

Being a student of IIUM student also encouraged me to learn more about English. It was a bonus to me to live in environment which uses English as one of the mediums of communication. In order to improve my speaking skill, I try to associate myself with international students. Even though I do not speak fluently like they do but I keep on trying and trying. I always dream that one day, I could speak English fluently as I speak my native language now.

When I was in CFS PJ, I was placed in 4 level class. In that class, I was taught to do a mini essay which was very interesting for me that as a result I could compose the essay very well. My lecturer at that time who is Miss Sidhu was quite strict. However, because of her strictness and her effort, my friends and I could learn the way to compose an essay in an easy and right way. Unlike the other lecturer, Miss Sidhu is very good in term of giving the feedback for my mistakes. She knows that many students are having the problems in writing essays. Therefore, she always asks us to do the draft first. After we were done with the first draft, she would put some comments on it and asked us to improvise and write a new essay. As a result, we easily detected our mistakes and tried to not repeat it back. At the end of the semester, I managed to write essays very well and finally I was eligible to go level 5 easily.

In level 5 class, I was taught to do more difficult essays. In this level, we were taught to do some comparison in essays. My lecturer at that time was Mr. Baharudin. He was very experienced in teaching English. I was a lucky student at that time because I used to be his student. He taught me on how the comparison essay should be. In his class, I can catch up very well. As a result, I passed my 5 level examinations, and managed to go to level 6.

At level 6, the tasks became more difficult. However I also managed to go through this exam. So with this qualification, I was allowed to take English Placement Test. English Placement Test or also known as EPT was the climax for CFS IIUM students. In this examination, I failed to get good marks for my grammar. Consequently, for the next semester I have to repeat this paper again. I felt quite disappointed. However, I started to do some revision on my grammar. Finally, I passed this examination.

After passed my EPT, I took subjects that are associated with my course. There are Poetry, Drama, Introduction to Linguistics, and many more. All of these are my core subjects and are quite difficult to learn. However, my favorite subject is Communication Skills. In this subject, I had been taught by my lecturer on how to give a good speech. Thus, in order to improve our skills in communication, we had been given different kinds of speech to perform in front of the class every week. I still remembered the speeches that I performed which were demonstrative, persuasive, speeches in special event and many more. However, I realized that it is not easy to attract people to hear or to pay full attention to my speech. At first, I used to memorize all my speech for my presentation. At that time, I did not really know how to give my speech spontaneously. Nevertheless, I always tried very hard to improve my weakness in speaking, day by day. Sometimes, in order to grab my friends’ attention, I mixed my speech with jokes and so far, it worked. I got a lot of positive feedback from my audience. Through this subject, my confidence in speaking in English increases greatly. I also managed to eliminate my shyness and control my nervousness in order to present the best in my class.

However, most of the subjects that I really do not like are the subjects which involved reading such as Drama, Literature and also Poetry. It is because I dislike reading in English. Since I was in secondary school, I realized that I do not have any passion in reading English literature.

I always prefer to read Malay newspaper rather than English such as Utusan Melayu, Metro,Kosmo Berita Harian and many more. Besides, I never finish reading my short story book whether in secondary school or in the university. I still remember that when I was form five, we used to read one the short story entitled “The Pearl”. It is about 210 pages. I only read half of the story because I felt bored easily. In addition, I did not understand the meaning of the stories very well. However, fortunately at that time, I had a reference book which helped me to understand the whole story clearly. The book contains a lot of pictures and symbols which make the story look simple and clear. In addition, it also describes all the characters and their characteristics in the story. So, by reading this synopsis, I manage to answer the entire question very well in my examination.

My other weakness in learning English is my listening skills. Actually, I also used songs as a tool to improve my English. However, some songs are too fast that I failed to catch up with it. Nevertheless, at first, I used to memorized the song without understand the meaning of the song very well. However, one day, I put one of the songs from the famous singer from United States known as Akon in my Friendster’s profile. The song’s title is ‘Smack That’. I really like this song because of its rhythm. However, one day, one of my best friends says that this song is dedicated to the person who wants to perform sexual intercourse with their partners. The words used in this song are also rude and inappropriate. I felt very shocked and started to do research on this song. I also try to find the lyrics from the Internet. Finally, I got the answer.

The song extremely contains lots of porn lexicon and syntax and I felt ashamed of myself. Since that incident, I started to be careful in listening and singing English songs. Actually, it is quite hard to find the English songs which contain appropriate words. Some of them are associated with violence and sexual activities. However, it is undeniable that, by listening to them, my vocabulary has also improved.

Although my parents do not encourage me to watch English movies, they encouraged me to gain my vocabulary in English by buying a set of Sahibba games. Sahibba is actually a group of games that require their players to create words in order to get marks. The longer words we make, the more marks we will get. So, in order to get new words, I always use my dictionary. So, by looking for new words, I not only gain new vocabulary but also understand the meaning and also the synonym of the words.

However, as a teacher, I will try to use variation of methods to instill my students in learning English. The First step that I will do is to recognize my students due to their background and their ability. Hence, it is easy to me to teach them if I know where their weakness is and in the same time, I can easily find the way to overcome their problems. However, as far as I know, the methods of learning are different toward students with different ability. As a result, students should be categorized in three categories; weak, average and excellent. Thus, as a teacher, I will try to focus more on the students who has been categorized as weak students. Usually, some of the weak students come from rural area which is also different than urban area due to their exposition on English. So, as a teacher, I will try to provide enough materials to my students so that, they will not be left abandoned during the learning process.

The next step that I will do to my students is I will try to create a system of tutorial in my class. The tutors will be selected based on the students who score the high marks in English. Thus, by using this system, the excellent students will be able to help their friends who are categorized as weak in a subject. As we know, students usually feel more comfortable to discus and learn with their own friends rather than their teachers. It is because, sometimes, the students feel a little bit shy to ask their teacher. Consequently, this problem will lead to misconduct of learning. Hence the use of tutors among friends is the best way to improve the weak students in learning English.

As we know, nowadays, students are easily influenced by entertainment. Besides, according to the survey done by students from International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM), the percentage of students who like to listen to the music is higher than the students who like to read the books. It has proven that, music or songs are played the important role to influence students. Thus, as a teacher, I will take the opportunity to use this alternative in teaching English. Perhaps, I will use songs or other music in my teaching. However, the songs that I provide will be evaluated carefully by me due to their lyrics, messages, meaning and rhythm.

This is important to ensure that my lesson is effective and contains a lot of benefits to the students. After that, I will ask my students to analyze the errors in the songs in terms of grammar and so on. At the end, my students are not also able to identify the grammar’s mistake but also can improve their vocabulary in fun way.

The other way to stimulate the students in learning English is to encourage them to watch English programs. We can start with the educational program such as Sesame Street and Barney. However, the program must be suitable according to their age. It is important to avoid students from getting bored and have lack of interest in English movies. Besides, English movies are effective to the students in learning English. English movies like Casper, Jumanji, Zathura, Charlie and the Chocolate Factories are the most suitable movies for young learners in learning English. It is because the content of the movies are suitable for all ages. In addition, all the movies contain a lot of lessons and they are easy to understand. Then, as a teacher, I also will ask my students to summarize the stories prior to their understanding. Therefore, if they give positive feedback, it means that they could understand the whole story very well. However, if the condition is vice versa, maybe I should find other movies which are easier to understand.

Finally, I will also organize the activities which will lead my students in improving their speaking skill. For example, presentation in front of the class, public speaking competition, choral speaking and so on. In addition, speaking skill is very important especially in gaining their confident in English. Besides, it is also will help the students in the future especially in seeking the jobs. As a conclusion, there are a lot of methods which can be used to help students in learning English. The best way is the easiest one and as a teacher, we should never give up easily in teaching this language.

Fill in the blank...

Suatu hari nanti,tgk r...Aku pi uk r,makan2 nasik kat sana ka..

bleh ka ha?

Aku kecewa..........huhu.......Tadi ada sorang ketua blok aku datang bilik untuk memberitahu yg salah satu penyertaan aku dalam salah satu pertandingan telah dibatalkan....Sbabnya adalah kerana aku dh register untuk salah satu ptandingan,so satu lagi aku takleh masuk...

Masalahnya ptandingan tu takdak orang nak wakil n mulanya kak tu dh kata boleh n tiba2 dia kata naluri dia berkata takleh......."kAK,sy nak masuk!!!!"huhu...Kak kata takdak orang nak masuk,so apa salahnya sy nak enter frame...Bukan nak luak pun hadiah kalau aku masuk...Sy just nak fill in the blank..Kak,sy janji sy akan buat yg terbaik kalau kak bg pluang ni kat saya...,"jerit pankreasku...Nak luah tak brani..

Tapi aku yakin dengan kemampuan aku...Aku bukan nak tunjuk riak atau belagak...Tapi bagila aku pluang..Bukannya aku tak pernah masuk ptandingan yg berkembar ni...Pernah pa...Siap johan lagik kowt!(hehe,nunjuk r skitkan,kang owang kata tak kualiti lak)

Kalaula aku boleh bgtau kak aku btapa passionatenya aku nak masuk. kan senang..Tapi..Takpalah bukan rezeki aku kut no nak masuk dua2..Akukan bila aku sedih2 ni sebenaqnya aku gembira tau...Bukan apa,aku pernah terdengar Hadith kat Tv, dia kata "kalau Allah sayangkan seseorang,dia akan bagi seribu satu kesedihan kat HambaNya itu..Dan bila Allah bencikankan seseorang,dia akan bagi berjuta2 kegembiraan kat hamba dia tu...

Jadik kiranya tym aku sedih2 ni Allah tengah sayang kat akula kan...Moga2 begitulah..

Apa2pun kalau aku kecewa ni salunya aku rasa nak lari pi luaq negara..Boleh dak ha rasa camtu?Ritu kak wulan pernah bagtau aku..,"Nurun,sejak kakak dtang Malaysia.sekalipun kakak nggak pernah ingat sama pacar kakak,"kata kak Wulan dengan loghat Indonesianya..

"Owh yeker kak,kiranya cam kita bukak lembaran barula?Hidup baru?Camtu?,"tya aku tym tu sambil mengemaskan barang2 untuk naik bas..

"Iya nurun,kayaknya kita ni seperti orang baru,"tambah dia lagi...

Wah,aku nak sangat camtu....Aku banyak benda yg aku nk mula balik...Aku nak jadik macam2..n aku nk lupakan macam2...Dalam hidup aku,aku rasa tak banyak sangat kisah yg mnyedihkan...Kebanyakannya hepi2 blaka..Tapi klu boleh aku nak xplore hidup ni dgn lebih mendalam lagik...Aku nak menjadik wanita..Wanita yg benar2 wanita..Wanita yg layak digelar Muslimah..Muslimah yg bukannya plastik..

AKU jugak nak menjadik Wanita yg berilmu..Banyak ilmu sebab aku ni jenis yg tamak...Aku nak blajar!!!!!!!!!!!!

MATI...

Aku takut.............

Aidilfitri album-khas untuk Kakakku Effa Khairunnisak...hehe

Tema keluarga ak taun ni ialah merah sebenaqnya.....merah yg ang2 tu.....mak ngah pun tak merah camtu....Tapi oleh sebab tukang jait tak sempat nak jait,jadik masing2 pakai jalah apa yg ada.Aku senirik pun pakai baju2 lama ja raya ritu....Ha,raya taun ni suma ada kecuali kakak aku yg sulung iaitu Effa Khairunnisak.....Dia ngan femili dia beraya kat Sarawak...huhu...eHM...taun ni jugak aku baraya ngan kuarga baru iaitu kak eja iatu kak iparku dan kak wulan iaitu PA nenekku...hehe

Bercakap passai raya ni...Sebenaqnya,majlis bermaaf-maafan dibuat pada waktu malam..Jarang sebenaqnya kami wat waktu malam,tetapi oleh sebab disebelah siang tu kami ada wat sikit kenurik aqiqah sempena meraikan kelahiran anak saudaraku,adninn wildan jadik segala Majlis dianjakkan kemalam..
ADNIN WIDAN

Buaian adnin...hehe


Walaupun Aqilah bengkek ngan makcik yg tak siapkan baju raya,tapi adik aku tetap melaram sakan...hehe

kelik cucu tak sangga2 pak aku ni...

Hero n heroin aku..hehe

malam last........

La tahqaf wala tahzan,Innallaha ma'ana..
(Jadila wanita yg bahagia dan membahagiakan wahai Jannah)

Malam ni kiranya malam lasla aku kat umah aku kat perlis..........huhu...rasa sayu lak nak meninggalkan umah aku...

Kalau nak diikutkan,dh hampir tiga bulan aku tak balik umah sebab terlalu bizi ngan assignment n keja2 kat kampus...Nipun sabit raya ja...kalau tak raya, gamaknya...tak balik aku rasa.. Waaa...sedihnya...Esok pagi2 aku kena lipat kain yg aku jemuq n packing siap2 sebab aku plan nak kuaq pi umah ustzah zainah..Berikut merupakan benda yg aku nak wat before aku jalan2 makan angin..


1) Packing barang2 e.g
*pakaian,
*buku grammar yg aku bawak balik(tapi tak baca), *dompet(lesen,IC,TIKET BAS,dwit raya,)
*Henset yg dicharge beserta chargernya sekalik *Mp3 yg dicharge(wajib) *Pendrive2 aku..

Ehm...kalu ada menda yg tak settle lagik aku akn cuba try tgk len esok..Ha...lupa lak,aku ni sebenaqnya nak ucap tenkiu kat farah,afida ngan jijah sebab sudi dtg ke rumah aku baru2 ni..Walaupun umah aku takla mewah sangat...Tapi sudi jugak pondok buruk ala2 Beverly Hill ni dijejaki depa..hehe..Oleh kerana kemalasan aku untuk keluar mengundang depa pulak untuk kemari,cewah...hehe..Tgkla aksi2 depa tym mai umah aku...


Masuk utan mana xtau...hehe


Jah tengah try pegang anak nakan aku...hehe(Bagi dwit raya oi!!!,jgn pegang saja)


Nila cameramenatangman kami...Saudara Shawn..hehe


Dulu2 depa nila salu jadik back up aku walupun aku dalam kesusahan...huhu..tenkiu2..
Ni filzah...Dia mantan ketua tingkatan aku...Dia ni pemurah...Seumur hidup aku,aku tak pernah nampak dia marah...huhu..Ha..Kalau kami nak pi jalankan2,dia r tolong jadik drebar..Dia ni suka wat bisness...Dulu dia menjuai barang2 Radix......So,kalau ada sapa2 yg berminat.tempahla kat dia....Jah!!"Mai secawan!"hehe
Ni lak kawan yg sekelas ngan aku dari form 2 sampai mati...hehe...Nama penuhnya Afida Akmar..Pandai budaknya..Dia ni adalah manusia yg paling jarang nak kol aku...Bukan aku nak katalakan,tapi kalau dia ni kol aku...Mesti benda2 tu berkaitan ngan soalan tentang isi karangan,ucapan,peribahasa dan sebagainya..Hehe..Bguihla taknah buang masa...Walaupun dia ni sedaq yg aku dh lama tak blajaq BM,tapi aku pun taktau awatla duk naaaaaak tanya aku jugak...Cam nak tabuh pun ada...mujuq duk jauh...huhu..Tapi memang kepandaian dia ni aku salute r...Dalam result Spm...Diala yg paling tinggi antara kami2 suma...hehe..Ha..lagik satu,Afida ni orangnya pembersih dan pengemas..kuku tangan kuku kaki malah kuku kakak dia pun diala yg kemaskan.......kahkahklahakah
Ha....yg ni nama dia Farah...Farah Abdullah...Manis budaknya..Dia ni tak pernah merajuk ngan aku..Dia pun tau yg aku ni jenis tak layan orang marajuk2 ni...hehe..Dalam banyak2 kawan2 aku,aku paling suka tgk gigi Farah...Sebab cantik macam jagung...hahaha...Orang dia agak sempoi n tak banyak ragam...Oleh sebab Farah ni ngan aku sama2 Pengawas Sekolah(DULU2),jadik kami banyak menghabiskan masa bersama2...Farah ni bnyak tau pasal aku n aku pun banyak tau pasal dia...Senang crita,rahsia aku,dia pegang,rahsia dia aku pegang...hehe...Walaupun Farah ni yg kdg2 aku panggil kura2 kerana keslowannya dalam pikap memikap ni,TAPI hati dia sangat baik dan mulia..Dia salu menjaga hati kawan2 dia..Itula salah satu sikap dia yg membuatkan suma orang senang ngan dia..hehe(Siaran ini berbayar ya...kahkahakah)


Aku,jijah ngan Adnin...


Semoga Allah mengekalkan persahabatan kami hingga ke Syurga,Aminn


Ngan Shawn.........Arnab aku yg cumil...hehe



SATU MALAYSIA..

*Tip kami dlm mengekalkan Friendship..

1)Sentiasa amalkan Doa Rabitah
2)Tidak bersifat talam dua muka
3)Jauhi sifat mengumpat ketika bertemu
4)Jangan tikam kawan dari blakang
5)Sentiasa memberiikan komen2 yg membina dan bukannya pujian yg membinasa
6) Sentiasa mengucapkan tahniah bila depa berjaya n bersama depa bila depa sedih or berduka
7)Ingat besday kawan2 n kalau boleh bagi2 hadiah setahun sekali..
8)Jauhi perkara2 yg mengundang keMARAHAN IBU BAPA dan KEMURKAAN ALLAH ketika bergaul..

ok bye2..

jum jenjalan..hehe

Ni keluarga aku... kami kat airport penang ni!nak antaq kak aku pi Sarawak!!best taw!!

Meh aku introduce skit ahli kuarga aku sorang2...hehe

Ni abah aku...Nama dia Hj Othman bin Hj Karrim..Abah aku sangat baik,dia suka makan durian...Hari2 abah aku makan durian..hehe..ABAH aku ni tereer cam Batman..Diakan pandai perbaik TV n Radio..Dulu waktu aku kecik2,masa aku duk kat Arau..aku salu jalan kaki pi tempat reja dia,pahtu pak aku akan bagi kat aku ayaq kotak,baru aku balik...hehe..Pak aku tau,selagi aku xmakan,aku xkan balik rumah..hehe

Kat bawah aku ni mak aku ngan kak aku,mak aku nama dia Bderiah..Maksud nya Bulan Purnama..Klau aku tgk bulan aku mesti tringat kat mak aku...hehe.. Sebelah aku lak kak aku yg syulung..nama dia Effa Khairunnisak..Dalam keluarga aku diala yg pandai masak..Buat Kuih raya,wat kek.. n rajin blajaq..Aku tgk tulisan dia kat buku latihan pun cantik..Kak aku ni pandai subjek Sejarah..Sekarang dia dh mengajar kat Sarawak..Subjek Kaunseling..huhu

Ni lak kak aku yg no 2..nama dia Hafizawati..Dalam keluarga aku,diala paling pandai...heehe..Dia baik taw..Dia salu bagi dwit kat aku bila aku kat Uia..Dia kaya!!Dwit dia banyak...Tapi sumanya untuk adik bradik dia..Dia baik...Aku doakan dia cepat kawen..Amin...

Ni lak Baiyya aku...firdaus...Dia memang kurus..Taapi dia kuat makan...Abang aku ni...cool ja orangnya...Kalau bapak aku Batman,dia lak Kluang Man...Satu hari aku balik ngan bas ngan dia..Pahtu,kat situ ada drebar bas yg merokok...Aku ngadu kat Abang aku yg aku tak tahan ngan asap rokok..Then abang aku memberanikan diri meneguq depa..Abang aku kata,tak elok merokok...Walaupun pemandu bas tu garang,tapi semata2 sebab aku,abang aku sanggup pi tegoq dia...huhu...SHISHI KEKE!!AKU TERHARUUUU!!!!!!!!

Ha ni lak adik pompuan aku,Aqilah Hamizah...The only one yg aku ada kat dunia ni...Dia ni leh aku katakan yg tercunla dalam femili aku...Ramai orang nak kat dia..Hehe...Tapi aku pesan siap2la.. depa yg nak kat adik aku,depa kena jumpa ngan aku dulu...Aku nak test skit depa2 ni!Aku nak tgk skit depa wat shuffle...Kahkahkahakah..gurau2..Dulu waktu skolah,aku salu praq baju skolah dia...hahaha..Adik aku ni agak femininla kalau nak dibandingkan ngan aku yg agak "Jannnnnnnnnnntan" ni...hehe...Nama pun Jannah,dh dekat2 jantan dah..kahkahkah.Tapi aku tak kesah,yg penting aku bahagia..huhu..Adik aku pernah kata kat aku bila aku jumpa ngan mamat yg aku suka,baru aku akan jadik Pompuan Sejati...fuhhhh...HEHEHE..Aku gelak ja...Nanti2la yer..Bila aku rasa nak jadik pompuan skit..Aku akan sebut ja."Bertukaq!!!!!!!!"..hehe


Ok,dah kot sumanya.......UPPS...tAPI ada sorang lagik yg aku tak intro...Alamak..Baiyya aku yg sorang lagikla........Ok,nanti2la plak no aku cerita pasai dia...Gambaq pun takdak...ok caucincau!!!!!!!

Ehm....ntahla...

Semalam lepas aku balik dari jenjalan kat Mid,aku menerima kunjungan seorang tetamu kat bilik aku..Bukan orang len kengkawan lama akula jugak..Dalam tengah2 duk bukak posa tu,dia duk tetamu aku tu duk berceritala tentang dia yg akn pulang beraya di Kleantan tak lama lagi...Aku agak hairan,awat tiba2 nak raya kat kelantan lak kawan aku ni...Seingat aku,dia ni bukan kelantanese n takdak kaitan sangat ngan kelantan....

Aku pun truih tanya....Mulanya kawan aku tu agak keberatan untuk bgtau aku...Tapi setelah aku pjuk n pjuk...Dia pun bgtaw,"Sebenarnya kiter dh nak kawen..Kiter kawen minggu depan dengan orang sana,"jawab dia sambil tersenyum...

"Haaaah.ehm..okla...Tahniah2,dengan sapa?!!hehe,"ucap aku...Agak terkejut...Tapi aku try sembunyikan..

"Dia kerja mengajar kat sebuah pondok kat sana..Tapi rezeki dia murah tau Jannah,kiter kenal dia pun melalui ustaz kiter,dia yg tolong carikan kat kiter"jawab kawan aku...Nampak bibit2 ceria kat muka dia...Syok sangat agaknya yer nak kawen ni...hehe

"Wah...gile ah wey...USTAZ tuuuuu...Ha...Dah beli ka barang2nya?Baju pengantin?Warna apa?",tanya aku bertalu-talu..

"Dah,ritu kiter kuar ngan kawan kiter g beli kat jalan tar,alah...Kiter pakai jubah jer Jannah,kaler putih,"senyum ja kawan aku..

Bleh nampak r kegembiraan kat muka kawan aku tu...Aku tumpang gembira cuma ada satu benda yg bermain difkiran aku tym tu..

"Femili awak camna?Diorang kasik tak awak kawin?"tanya aku lagi...Setahu aku..ayah dia ni menentang keras dia nak kawen..

"Tak jannah...Ayah kiter kata,kalau kiter nak kawen jugak..Kiter ni..macam...macam..akan..,"tersekat2 ja nak teruskan..

"Akan dibuang keluarga ka?"sambung aku yg memang suka menyambungkan ayat orang ni...Tapi aku dh dapat agak r jawapan dia....Macam dlm drama lakkan..

"A'aa...Tapi diorang tak paham Jannah...Keadaan kiter ni...Kiter ni sakit...Diorang bukan salu ada untuk jaga kiter,"ucap kawan aku...Sayu ja bunyik..

"Ehm...yaka...alah...kesianla plakkan...Awak dh wat Istikarah ka?,"tanya aku lagik..Aku sebenrnya agak keberatan untuk menyokong tindakkan kawan aku tu..Tapi yalahkan,mungkin aku tak berada di tempat dia...So,aku taktaula apa yg akan terjadik...

Sememangnya kawan aku ni telah terkena penyakit buatan orang dalam tempoh setahun ni..Ntahla,siapa yg buat khianat terhadap dia,Wallahualam...

"Dah,kiter dh wat..n kiter takdapatla sangat gambaran jelasnya...Tapi macam2 petunjuk yg wat kiter raser dialah jodoh kiter...Isteri dia pun tak kesah Jannah,"tambah kawan aku lagik..

"Hah????Isteri sapa lak ni?" terkejut aku..Bila masa bapak dia kawen?Setahu aku kawan aku ni,mak dia dh lama meninggal..n bapak dia pun tak kawen2 lagik..

"Isteri bakal suami kiterla,Ustaz tu dh kawen sebenarnya Jannah...Dh ada dua anak...,sebenarnya,dia kawen yg isteri dia tupun sebab kawan dia wasiatkan dia suh kawen ngan perempuan tu..Perempuan tu dulu,isteri kawan dia..Then b4 kawan dia meninggal,dia adala pesan kat ustaz tu suh jagakan isterinya...Dia pun kawenla ngan janda tu,sebab tu kak tu(isteri) kata yg dia kesian ngan ustaz tu,dia nak ustaz tu kawen ngan anak dara la plak,"ujar kawan aku panjang lebar..

"Gulp,ni dh macam cerita Ayat2 Cinta dh ni...Cuma format dia berubah skit ja,huhu,"bisik aku sorang2...

Aku terkejut gila sebenaqnya dengaq...Gila pun tak terkejut macam aku terkejut tym tu..Aku ni dh berpengalaman banyak dh dengaq kengkawan aku ni kawen..Tapi kes ni macam agak..Terpencil n special skit...Tapi sebab nak menjaga hati...Aku just diamkan saja...n pura2..hepi...Bukan aku nak hipokrit depan dia...Tapi aku takut dia kecik hati...

Ehm...Tapi bila aku pikiaq2 balik..kalau aku jadik bapak dia pun aku agak berat hati,bukan apa...Perkahwinan bukan boleh dibuat main2 n perkahwinan bukan sekadr untuk sehari dua..Tpi selama-lamanya...Ehm..ntahla...Kawan aku kata dia bakal berkawen kat Thailand sebab nak mengelakkan dari naik turun mahkamah sebab kalu ayah taknak walikan,kiranya kena pakai wali hakimla kan,tapi kat Malaysia proses dia agak rumit skit...Kena naik turun mahkamah...Tapi kawan aku kata,kalau kawen kat Thailand just bayar denda ja kat sini...Senang..Aku dengarla tapi aku tak tau sangat bab2 ni...

Hai.....Macam2 no kisah manusia kat planet bumi ni...SEMESTINYA...sebagai seorang perempuan,kita ni memangla mengimpikan untuk diraikan dalm sebuah perkahwinan ala2 Cinderella gitu...Dihadiri sanak saudara dan kawan2..memakai busana pengantin dari pereka2 terkenal n wedding planner yg hebat..Tapi ketahuilah bahawa The Greatest Wedding Planner in the world n hereafter is The Only Lord,Allah S.W.T...Takdak siapa yg tahu untung nasib kita kecuali Dia..Kadang2 Cinta itu sangat indah sehinggakan..kilauan cinta itu boleh mebuatkan manusia menjadik sangat bahagia...Tapi sinaran cinta itu jugak boleh membutakan manusia lantas membawak mereka kepada derita...NAUZUBILLAHIMINZALIK

Semoga Allah memberikan petunjuk dan kebahagiaan yg sebenar-benarnya kepada kawan aku tu dan semoga Allah lembutkan hati keluarganya untuk menerimanya...Amin...

Rasanya cukup untuk kali ni...Terasa hembusan angin Ramadhan bumi Kenyalang sedang memanggil aku untuk ke sana...Hehe...Nampak gayanya bukak posa awaila aku kali ni..;-p

*Rabbana hablana min azwajina wazurriyatina Qurra a'yun,wajaa'lna lilmuttaqin na imama"

Aku....

Tadi pagi tadi aku kuaq pi Mid Valley....Seumur hidup aku,itulah fes tym aku menjejakkan kaki ke Mid Valley..Sebelum ini,tym aku kat Matrik PJ pun aku jarang kuaq..Sebab aku kurang berminat...Tapi,sejak2 aku blajar di Gombak ni..Boleh dikatakan setiap shopping complex kat KL ni aku dh pi...Malah,setiap minggu aku isi dengan berjalan-jalan disekitar Kedai2 area2 sini...

Ehm...Bercakap tentang Mid ni...Boleh aku katakan,tempat ni antara yg terbesarla yg aku pernah pi...Taktaula apa yg menariknya Mid ni..Klau tanya aku,aku kureng skitla nak lepak kat kedai2 mahai macam ni...Tempat feveret aku...Apa lagi..JALAN TAR R!!!!!!!!hehe...Tapi memandangkan aku benar2 ada urusan yg perlu diselesaikan,so aku pun pi jugak r sorang2..

Bila dah habeh kerja aku,aku pun kuaqla untuk mencari surau yg berdekatan...Mujuq aku tanya orang...Tidak sesat mana tah hala aku ni..

Kuaq2 surau tu...Aku jalan r nak balik...Ha..yg ni sesat banyak kali gak r...Sampai ke tempat parking aku cari jalan nak kuaq tren tu...Sebab fed up sangat,aku pun singgah r kat kedai juai alat2 make up...Hehehee...Aku suka sungguh pi kat tempat yg ada tester2 ni...So,daripada foundation,mascara,lipgloss...suma aku tenyeh kat muka aku...Suma yg mahai2 n aku takkan beli..Aku tgk salesgirl tak jaga pun tempat tu...hehe...Apa lagi..bertambah tebai r mascara aku...KAHKAHAKAHAKAH..Blusher pun aku buh gak...Sekali nah kau...Awat tak macam KUNTILANAK..Aku pun gelak r sorang2 kat situ..Bila dh aku bajet agak lawa muka aku...aku pun kuaqla dari situ dengan muka yg agak selamba...hehe..Ehm..pandai jugak aku ni contiang muka aku ni...Sekali pandang,cam Zaiton semeon pun ada...HEHE..

Selalunya kalau bukan waktu posa,aku akan carik tempat yg ada tester untuk makanan n minuman gak...Hehehe...Kadang2 ada vitagen,yogout,megi...Suma aku amik banyak kali...Rasa agak kenyang tu..Belhak la skit depan promoter tu...burppppp!!!!!!Sahih dia "BENGKEK"..padan muka,nak bagi orang rasa..bagi r banyak skit..Ni habuan nak masuk rengkong aku pun tak lepas..huhu..

Jam dh menunjukkan pukul 4,tapi aku masih tak jumpa jalan nak kuaq dari MID...hai....gena ni..tiba2 aku jumpa minah mana tah dua orang...Aku segan skit nak tgoq sebab muka aku yg bermake up macam langsiaq ja ni...Tapi aku tanya gak r sambil wat2 tutup mata..."Dik,nak kuar g kat tren katner ek?"ke "kEEL"LAN aku bermula..hehe..

"Kak,kak naik fes floor,then kak belok kanan,pastu kak jumpala,"terpinga2 ja minah ni...Maybe terkejut tgk kening aku yg nampak cam berat sebelah...hehehe..(Salah buh eyeliner..)kahakah

Aku pun carikla....Tak lama tu...Sedang aku duk rushing2..Tiba2 aku terserempak ngan junior lama skolah aku ngan sorang laki ni...Dia pun cam lari2 ja bila nampak aku sambil terenyeh-renyeh kat aku...Aku pun taktau psai apa...ni...hehe..Dia segan ngan aku,aku rasa...Kahkahakh...Eh,takpun dia takut tgk muka akukan?huhu...WUTEVA...

Dalam duk rushing2 tu,sampaila jugak aku....Akhirnya...kat KL CENTRAL..orang punyala ramai..Aku cam nak muntah dah..Dalam duk sempit2 kat dlm TREN tu aku tunggu lama gak r nak sampai Gombak...Badmood aku..Mjuqla bulan posa...Macamnila agaknya no kalau hidup susah ni...Berimpit-impit..Kalu aku kaya..dh lama dh aku naik heli...Takmain dh naik tren yg panjang berjela ni...Kalu aku rasa nak beli sayuq or buah-buahan...Aku just naik helikopter pi kat Cameron Hihgland...hehehe..Behnya....

Dalam pukul 5 tu...Aku pun sampai r UIA dengan seronoknyaaaaaa.....ARGGGGGHHH PENAT......

Nasik Arab!!!!!!!!!!!hehe

Ok....Harini teman nak bercoriter tentang Nasik Arab....

Nasik Arab ni,kalau dalam keluarga teman,amat popularler terutamanya tym HARI GHAYER...tAK kirala raya apa-apapun mak teman misti wat nasiik arab dengan sup saderi daging....Teman raserler,kalu kome2 sumer makan...Perghhhh...hehe...

ok2....tanpa buang masa,mari kita tgk cana nak wat nasik arab ni ok...Kepada Cik Tom dan Cik kelsom yg suka bergossip ni..Tumpang tunggu Pak Tat ngan Pak Omaq balik bazar Ramadhan,google2la resepi yg saya tulih ni...Nipun saya amik kat orang jugak iaitu Kak UMMI...hehe.....Dan terutama kepada Syarnissa yg suka google makanan sebelum bukak posa....Tgk r resepi ni pahtu watla....Sah terangkatnyalah....kahkahkah

Bahan-Bahan:
1kg beras basmathi

1 paket perencah briyani maggie

½ ekor ayam (dipotong kecil)

1 labu bawang besar

1 inci halia

2 ulas bawang putih
½ cawan susu cair 2 sb sos tomato

minyak sapi utk menumis kismis

air secukupnya utk memasak nasi

Bunga lawang, kulit kayu manis, buah pelaga dan bunga cengkih

Cara:
1. Perapkan ayam dgn perencah briyani maggie (2-3 jam)

2. Kisar bawang besar, halia dan b.putih

3. Tumis b.lawang, buah pelaga, kulit kayu manis & bunga cengkih dgn minyak sapi. Kemudian masukkan bahan kisar. Tumis sehingga naik bau.

4. Kemudian masukkan ayam yg telah diperap tadi. Tambahkan garam secukup rasa. Apabila separuh masak, tutupkan api.

5. Sementara itu, bersihkan beras dan toskan. Masukkan ke dalam periuk, gaulkan beras dgn sos tomato & masukkan susu cair.

6. Masukkan pula ayam yg telah dimasak tadi, dan masukkan air secukupnya.

7. Tanak nasi sehingga masak.

Cadangan Hidangan:
Boleh dimakan dengan dalca, Sup ustazah Bderiah dan Ayam cu Timah...hehe

*Thank you kak ummi coz bagi resepi ni....huhu