~Not for this time~

This particular area is not for me...

This corner is also not for me..
This is not the right time for me to get into this way...This scary way...Full of thorns and poison... 
My soul says not, my heart says go...But..Sorry...Not for this time...I can't.
Sorry.....

For  not leading u....For not standing in front of you..For not fighting for you...but..Insya Allah one day...When the time comes..

When i  really2 prepare to fight..I will..The time will come soon,Insya Allah but not in this time..

Insya Allah one day...Believe me..Believe me..promise.